Thursday, February 6, 2020

"HE"


When you sink in blues,
He'll care to save.
And steer your melancholies
to innocent pleasing tales.
He'll stand by, as he always did,
He won't ever see you morose.

He has his woes and worries,
More than you can reckon.
Yet he cares, cares for you to be alright
So he'll fix you, 
your broken will and your broken being.

He's got none who fret for
None who stand a call away
Reciprocals are a wordly scam
And he wishes he was unaware.

His face yet holds no stress, 
No sign of pain.
Not for they exist not, 
But for he chooses to conceal.
He chuckles and chortles, as if a lark.
But within he's dead forever,
His glee is gone forever.

Sunday, February 2, 2020

The Tear's Shine


Sinking deep in lonely waters
There's no one around.
My screams render inuadible
Amidst the sounds of your preoccupance.

I lay on my bed, cry to myself
Shrieking for help when i know
They'll not reach you or anyone for that
That it's me who'll drown
In oceans of solitude and in lakes of frown.

The only warmth is of the blanket,
And it is so cold.
But i'll steer through, it's my regular old
Comfort myself that all will be right
And then lying to self seems so easy.

The non-existence of my thoughts defines me,
My sheer nothingness torments.
But I'm a prisoner trapped by myself.
Blinded by the dazzling bright 
Of my tear's shine, in the dim light of isolation.

A Farewell Speech

I leave this as the culminating word To be spoken when I rest at last By someone who knew me in and out Someone who knew all secrets for the...